Tuesday, April 21

Life with 7 month old Alia Mercedes

O and I are having a blast being parents. My favorite parts are the snuggling, her laughing, watching her learn new things (like how to rip the glasses off of my face faster than I can deal with quite frankly), and seeing how much our families love her and enjoy her. I honestly like her company, just chilling together feels really nice. I talk to her all the time and she just stares at me. She isn't particularly babbly or laughy or physical for her age. I sometimes think that maybe she is behind because she is so mellow and chill that maybe its bad that she isn't learning things fast enough but that lasts for a nano second because I know she is just going at her own pace and like I always say its not like she is going to be the only kid in College who can't crawl.


For Easter this year we just hung out in the back yard, no traveling to families house. I did put her in a super cute bunny romper though. Her face looks so different in this photo, she is developing so fast. She loves to be outside, and its good for her to touch and lay in the grass so we go out there and she just chills out. 


Her sweet smile and giggle melt me. She is so happy.


O took this picture of us just chilling again in the back yard. We make a point to spend Saturdays together as a family doing no work at all, just enjoying the weather, and each other. 


I took this photo this morning when we were laying around in bed together. I let her sit up with me sitting indian style so that if she falls over I can just prop her right back up. Sometimes she just wants to cuddle and hold her favorite toy stuffed rat.


I don't know how she can hold her head up with those cheeks!! 

We have a nanny that can take her five days a week, and she can hang out with her little friends there who she loves to see and who love to see her. This past week I kept her with me four out of the five days because I missed her too much. Sometimes when I have work to do that isn't painting, for example if I have to run a lot of errands or have meetings I just take her with me so we can spend time together on an adventure. I try to throw in lunch with my aunt, or mom or a friend in there too.

She is so easy going, just loves observing and listening and doesn't complain. I am feeding her all kinds of yummy things like apples, bananas, avocados, chicken, roasted carrots and squash, eggs and pork too. She is learning how to hold and use a sippy cup and she learned recently that if we put her down on the ground she can just roll her sweet cubby little body around to get where she wants to go: namely to my art supplies, or the dogs. She is just fascinated with them and even sort of understands petting them, although it turns into "let me see if I can pull this ear off and eat it" sometimes so I don't let her do that.



I really try to have as much mental space as possible when I paint, so she has to be napping, or engrossed in something if I am feeling very confident about a painting. Mostly though I head to the studio to work when she is at the nanny. I can already see that I am going to enjoy having a studio at home so much. We are going to build in the backyard and I hope that when we do that I can spend time with her in there and teach her how to create. Of course O wants her to be a musician and I can already see him teaching her to compose electronic music at a very young age. He is so proud of her and adores her. The feeling is mutual, she grins and kicks her chubby legs as soon as she sees him and reaches out for him. I am so grateful that she has such a loving, doting father in her life.

Basically we are very contented, and very happy and loving every second of having Alia in our lives.

Monday, April 20

Feelings and Memories holding hands with Paintings

Maybe you have noticed that I have updated my shop a little bit. I want to talk more about what inspires a painting, or what I was thinking about when I created it. I love love love when artists who I admire, or who's work moves me does this and I have so much to say so I started updating my listings to include more info. Not every painting has been updated, but some of them that are very special to me I just had to talk about. What do you think?

All On My Own:


"This painting is a time travel machine. It is a memory of a time I spent as a child flying kites with my family on a blustery spring morning in a beautiful open filed near our home in Texas. The sun was so bright that my minds eye pans blacked silhouettes, the flash of a smile and laughter carried away so quickly on the wind that only the hint of it lingers. My mom was wearing a soft and faded blue sweatshirt, off the shoulder like a good 80's fashionista, her hair was curly and floated around her shoulders. She smelled warm and we drank lemonade. I was so intensely in the moment that I was suspended in time, and I felt so grown up, and alone (in a beautiful way) to my small self."

I Couldn't be, but you Could: Of course it wouldn't be natural if I didn't write the way I think/talk. So sometimes what I write about a painting is so honest, it sounds freaking crazy. Your are welcome friend!!!


"Lines, streams and splashes leaping about, a magical colorful water fountain in a make believe city where everyone high fives each other and the mountains way up high are covered not in snow but with ice cream and the rivers flow with milkshakes and the boats are propelled with straws so you have to drink the milkshake to go faster and faster! The fish are very nice and they taste like chocolate chips and they are very social and like to jump out and have a chat, they also high fin and are all in a band that plays magical music that lulls you to sleep so you wake up without a sugar hangover."

The Straw that Broke the Camel's back (poor camel):



"This painting was inspired by the Mayan ruins in Tulum, Mexico. I wandered and touched and watched as the sun cast shadows on the temples and buildings that are now simply compositions of stacking stones with the faintest whisper of carvings of men with large eyes, birds and lizards. I took many photos of edges, and rocks, and pillars and the shapes that have become what they are now because of the work of people long gone and the endless breath of the sea. Repetition, rounded forms, stacking shapes, the colors of the ocean with the sun low in the sky, the eye that remains and what it must have seen. I gave it the name "The straw that broke the camels back" because this painting is two painting, the one completed and hidden behind, and this new one here. I lifted my brush to the canvas and it came out of me, with the taste of Mexico still on my lips (mezcal baby). Several other paintings after this one have had similar shapes and colors, drawn from me by my memories or maybe my desire to leave behind the city and move to Tulum. So it is in fact, the straw."


Sunday, April 19

Kandinsky + Egypt


Ok, so these two paintings were inspired by all of the visuals below, that is all:



See the paintings here, these two are soft pastel and ink on raw linen. I love drawing with soft pastels and on toothy linen it is a dream. These two are headed to The Hidden Lantern Gallery in Rosemary Beach.

Check out these stunning Egyptian artifacts. The shapes, texture, repetition of line, the subtle detail, the proportions! These images have been inspiring me so much.







 









So add into this visual mix selected works of Wassily Kandinsky who's work I saw at the Neue Galerie in New York last year. It was bonkers, especially this room:


I prefer his shape pieces. I love the movement and how you can just hear jazz when you look at them. right?







Thursday, April 9

Mamma Love portraits by Mallory Myers

Beautiful portrait of Me and Alia by the amazing Mallory Myers.

Just in time for Mother's day guys. Check out this amazing, beautiful and perfect little portrait that I had commissioned from painter Mallory Myers! This has been my favorite photo of Alia and I for some time. When she was bad at holding her head up she used to just rest on me and coo as I walked her around the house. Her sweet smell, and her warmth and her little hands resting on me and her sweet gurgling sounds all come back to me in a flash when I look at this beauty of a painting. Just look at that pouty face, look at the joy in my eyes. Mallory perfectly captured this pure moment.


Wouldn't this be the most amazing mother's day gift? Listen up dudes, and friends of mother's, or hell for yourself on your big day. Can I just say I never buy into holidays but I am kind of excited to celebrate my first mother's day! I digress. Mallory started Mamma Love after she painted a portrait of a dear friend and her baby and gave it as a surprise gift to her. Her sweet friend had helped her out during a tough time and together they experienced that special beautiful bond that can form between women who turn to each other and support each other in mother hood and friendship. Women power. Hell yes.

10% of each sale goes to support Every Mother Counts. The mission of EMC is to provide safe childbirth for all women in the world, what a noble goal and something that I would gladly support.



Mallory is offering discounts on gift certificates, and they are goood deals. I personally love this idea of giving a gift certificate for a painting because then mom can choose a photo that really means something special to her, after all she will keep it for her whole life. I know I will keep mine forever.

Regular pricing:
500usd for a 5x7 or 6x6 painting on paper,
or an 8x10 for 650usd.

Mothers Day Specials:
325usd for a 5x7 or 6x6 painting on paper,
or an 8x10 for 475usd! Wow!!

Just Contact Mallory and order your gift certificate, dude, get one for yourself. She will send you a beautiful card to present as a gift on the day of. Brilliant.

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