|One of my favorite pics of her and her sweet smile. She is like a disney cartoon of a baby most days, until she isn't.|
|My girl loves cheese! Also, O dresses her most days so he tends to choose the least pretty clothes she has. natch.|
|I am growing her hair so we are in this amazingly adorable strange hair faze.|
|First thing in the morning.|
So what? Is this a bitch fest Michelle? Yes and No. I am making positive changes, being proactive about eating Paleo and reading some great stuff. I love When Things Fall Apart. I am trying not to beat myself up about gaining weight even though I feel old and nasty every day. That is until I give myself my usual pep talk/ mantra and I feel better. Honestly. Other great things: I have a few shows that I am excited about scheduled so far this spring. Most importantly, I know that when I reach this low place I always push through and feel better for it in the end. I just wish I could fast forward and get to the part where I am spinning around like one of those girls in a diet yogurt commercial. Sigh.
|Alia and her "Abuelo" my daddy. He is teaching her how to fist bump. I am so grateful for my folks who take Alia not just when we are sick but anytime we need (read want to) take a trip, visit friends or need a break.|
How do you pull yourself up when you fall down the comparison rabbit hole? ... and land in a pile of rabbit dung?